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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

it's so quiet in the office.

some ppl r already back home for CNY.

me, im in holiday mood alr. haha.. just hope these 3 days pass fast!

i miss u.. ♥

Friday, February 5, 2010

i never feel so relaxed be4. i walked slowly to bus stop (actually quite fast cuz i thought it's gonna rain). then slowly walk to a shop and take a look at JP. take MRT, go supermarket and home.

i didnt rush myself to anywhere today. and i feel so good. i think my life has been very tensed.
so when i slow down my tempo, actually realise there is still alot of time. (:

today had a good chat with jiajun abt guys and bf. it makes me miss him so much. and it actually reminds me how good he is. hahaha... we shld see more on the good sides of our bf rather than keep complaining.

i love u.

now im so bored. i have never stayed up late at this hour since months ago. but i really got nth to do. bf is sleeping alr. friends r still outside or busy.

i guess i shld go slp.
♥

Thursday, February 4, 2010

suddenly i dun know how i shld feel. it seems to be so real. and i cant imagine what if it's real. i dun know how i shld face it. im not prepared.

i hope u will say dun go. but it's sth that i have to pursue.

shld just follow and see what god gives me....

today meiting told me she couldnt stop crying when she knew she has to leave ION. i know how u feel. and i really know.

i have left alot of times. i have faced the situation thousand times. and i hate it!

i hate the feeling of leaving. it's a torture. im sure i will cry very badly if i leave to other places again. but sometimes things r complicated. and we got to face it.............

if it really comes, friends.... pls let me cry....

♥

i think applying uni is really making me very stress. who doesnt hope everything is smooth.
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